猛吹雪の中の融合

藍の音
愛のしるしも
呼び慕う
このチェス盤な
うちの姉川

Someday You will ask Me
why I appreciate funerals and graveyards so
And I will tell You the answer
Not knowing that You already know the answer

騎士の音
騎士のしるしも
不可視の目
空飛ぶ球な
白蓮の球

Someday You will ask Me
to go downstairs to get You a drink of water
And You will wait
Not knowing that I poured the jug with both hands

貴姉の音
貴姉のしるしも
乙夜の火
貴姉の心臓
離さないでよ

Someday You will ask Me
to come to a large party at Your house
And I will agree
Not knowing that I am the only one invited

鳴神や
ああ、イザナミと
イザナギな
もし我我が
彼らだったら

Someday You will ask Me
“What’s Your favourite food?”
And I will say
“That thing Your Mother made once”
And You will take a seat
Thinking I meant salmon coulibiac
Not knowing what I’m actually referring to

わたくしは
あなたと骨と
血と虫を
愛情深く
抱きつくだろう

Someday You will challenge Me
to search Your house for Your treasure
And I will agree
And I will search and search all afternoon
Not knowing that I am that treasure

風の音
猛吹雪山
進む鐘
雪にしみ入る
十の紋章

Someday You will ask Me
“Which came first?”
“Your happiness or Your existence?”
I will say My happiness
And You will take a sip of tea
Not knowing that You are My happiness

梅雨時や
両手で君に
酒を注す
拭く手がないね
随喜の涙

Someday You will ask Me
to tell You My opinion about a poem
And I will agree
Not knowing that You wrote it

藍色の
秋袷だよ
七本の
ツマトリソウも
忠誠の音

Someday a great bell will ring
And I will know that You are here
And I will finally discover
Which symbols are those that I wrote down
Day after night and night after day
Not knowing that they are part of Your name